~Cheryl Ann~ 1966.07/05-06:00
Deep Mysterious Waters cascading Cosmic fountains into the Life and Times around Her, Masquerading as a Fiery Songbird of multi-chromatic mental hues, She sings the thoughts and gatherings of All whom she touches yet she is Sung by the Universal Harmony of Love Within... May She remember Her Depths, on Her Golden Flights. Cheryl... your Chart exhibits a very distinct, yet difficult to bridge, Paradox. That which you would feel is "You" masks a much deeper, emotional, and socially attuned Self, and this deeper "Self" has not the words nor the actions to express itself as clearly as the Other "You" would insist upon. We could almost call you "bipolar", and I can see how this might cause you to be confused or unaware of many facets of yourself, and the world around you. The Resolution, of course, is Within You, and you will become Whole, in time, though through the Path of Stress and Acceptance that is not usually as clear nor comfortable as you would prefer! I'm sorry. You are an amazing potential of Multidimensionality, a Whologram much larger than the worries of your fragments. And These Times, and those following, are Gifts to bring you to this realization and resolution. I believe you will be enraptured and impressed by the outcome, but meanwhile, there are frustrations that call to you, through your own labyrinths. I must apologize already, Cheryl, for I will go into details and specifics, in this Astrological Meander, that will seem to clutter and confuse and bog you down. I'll keep it at a minimum, as I can, but this Tool is multifaceted; it's the accumulation of specific pieces that make up the proof of the pudding, so to speak. As I strive to touch your understanding, I pray you will ask me for clarification when you need it, as well. Surely, the Reach on both ends will bring the Clarity you desire, and deserve. May Astrology serve you well. First of all, you must realize that Astrology, itself, is a Paradox, by necessity. It speaks clearly of what is too Mysterious to be clarified; it speaks of Fragments, frozen in Time, of a larger Whole Cycling Perennially; it speaks of a Self, in context of the Time and Space surrounding; it speaks to the Human half of a Spirit Created Self; and it "speaks" rather than "sings", to the Mind rather than the Heart, concerning symbolic Details rather than cosmic Truths. The purest things that Astrology can offer you, are the multiple yet consonant Harmonies involved in your Self, and the essential Gifts and/or Blocks that make up your Life. Ultimately, this knowledge allows us to discover and trust what we have always had access to, get out of our own way and Create the Life we have chosen and truly desire... at its' best. At worst, of course, it's a pile of fragments and octaves that can overwhelm even the brightest mind. Beneath and behind, always, is the Whole undivided, spinning multiple harmonic webs of Light and Trust in the Oneness of You, and the Glory of All That Is. May It Do So... ~~*~~
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Sun/Moon - at the Heart of your Chart, always, is the Sun as source of nourishment, and the Moon, as the reflector of patterns and Light. You "come from" your Moon... instinctive, habitual patterns from your Mother, your upbringing, your inherent tendencies from past lives or deep preferences or all of the above... Stream of Consciousness. Having this Moon in Aquarius indicates mental/social interactions and preferences, ranging from the eccentric, the unusual, the scientific and esoteric... "Fixed Air", and so comes the "affixing" of ideas and interactions into patterns to be used and maintained. In the 7th House begins the half of your Chart that deals with your Interactions with Others... in essence, you attract Others to relate with and interact in this fashion. In fact, noticing all the Aspect Lines connecting your Moon with so much of the rest of "you", we could say that you are far more comfortable interacting outside of yourself, in this "mental" fashion, about ideas and concepts, with intelligent (or eccentric) Others, than you are being emotional and personal and subjective. Notice your Sun has very few interactive Aspects (it also "hides" just behind the Ascendant cusp, and could not be much more tucked away, or wishing to be hidden). A thought, here, on how you are online and "not seen" directly, relates specifically to your Lunar habits much moreso than your Sun. Your Sun indicates where you are "headed towards", what is being added and worked upon in This Life. Seeing this Solar Energy as more of a Black Hole that can never be filled up, you will always be a "Cancer", yet you will always be striving and getting nourishment from the deeply personal, emotional, feeling tones of Cancer. Upon your Ascendant (your Appearance in Time and Presence), and conjunct Jupiter (the expansive, benefic, philosophical and sociable frequency - though often also preachy and dogmatic in its' personally expansive viewpoint), this implies very strongly that your Presence, your "being seen" as the highly emotional and often hidden personality, wrapped up in feelings inexpressible and very sensitive... is your prime source of Nourishment and Growth. A paradox, a Cancer being Seen... and paradox again, an overly sensitive emotional body that would get wounded easily, being your "source of growth". Between these two polarities, and quite distant from each other they are, is where you lay out your world and your life. Instinctive sharing Moon is coldly analytical, more than any other sign... hiding while being displayed, your Sun is more personal and emotional than any of the other signs... between the mind and the heart, the relating and the presence, the universal concepts and the immediately sensed personal impressions... here you choose your path. The Interrelationship between Sun and Moon is called your Moon Phase. You were born two days after the Full Moon, and begin to release outward the Fullness and completely developed Character that is richly creative, confident in skills and wisdom, balanced (ideally) between both thought and feeling, self and others, precedent and innovation. This Moon Phase (which I share, also) indicates that there is no more need in developing your self, your personality, character, gifts, etc. and, as yet, very little need to go out and serve the larger world with your visions and creations in a responsible manner. Slowly, subjectively, as you feel and desire to do so, you offer to the world what you already know, and essentially prove to yourself that you always were valid, as you do so, and receive acclaim for it. If you withhold your gifts, you get no feedback (and may feel worthless and out-of-the-loop)... when you do share your wisdom, they often don't understand until later, and may get wounded in the offering. sigh. What's a bright one to do??? Within the Balance lies the answer... when you feel fragments tugging and irritating you, you are off balance... when you feel wholeness, you share. period.
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Personal Planets - Here lies the person, the Cheryl that you tend to identify with, work with, and see in interaction with others. Mercury, conscious mind; Venus, desires and feminine image, attractions; Mars, outward aggression and activity. Notice this entire Octave of Energies is either Air or Fire (Gemini and Leo), not emotional at all. Mercury directly opposes your Moon, and so the plus is that your conscious mind and your inherent instincts may oppose and argue, but they relate intimately. Venus is in Trine (Harmonious and graceful) to the Moon, and so it releases any tension that these two create... becoming a gently beautiful and interactive (yet shallow - Gemini - and immediate/concrete mind) Woman is a mediator for you. I would think that most tension and confusion would wish to be washed away and ignored or resolved as quickly as possible. A fine gift, yes, but an avoidance of deeper resolution that requires more tension and stress to touch. Neither Mercury nor Venus touch your Sun, your essential and emotional Source. Mars, Gemini also (and able to receive psychic information from you don't know where, and from Everywhere) touches neither Sun nor Moon, nor the other Personal Planets. Your Activities that receive and structure your functional reality are therefore different and unrelated to these other parts of Cheryl (also, men may be difficult to integrate into your life, and your sometimes scattered energy may be difficult to link up to other, less accessible parts of you). What often happens, in a setup like this, is that the underlying emotional tones will hide as long as they can, and cover up wounds and hurts, until they explode without control, spasmodically and unpredictably. I could guess that you feel you are a very intelligent, interactive person, but there are layers of feelings and insights that you can't quite reach and don't quite wish to (that your Ascendant is Cancer, and personal, means that your Descendant, 7th House Other that you face, is Capricorn... cold, practical, authoritarian and judging. Often, this causes suspicion, guarding of oneself, a desire to "prove your worth" to these Others). What we are seeing already (and we will add to this further on), is that you are highly aware and intelligent, and sociable, but This is not All That You Are, and is not enough. By design, your gifts in these arenas are separated from the very deep and wise layers beneath and around you. By design, these Other Levels insist that you find them, hear them, and handle the paradox of "more than you see" until you become integrated at a Larger Level, beyond Mind and Earth and Sense. This involves an endurance of emotion and stress that no one would voluntarily "choose" unless they had to, unless the shallowness of what is known becomes weary, or the depths become undeniable and are faced. Once faced, of course, the fears and stresses melt away much quicker than imagined, and the Greatness of Cheryl and All That Is will bring joy and enlightenment and Wholeness. But, until those stress points are forced upon you and voluntarily chosen, these words mean nothing. I know you've faced such times already, and face them again, now. Each wave of depth leaves wisdom and ease in its' wake. Each redesign of, not your Self, but your patterns of dealing with your Self and Others, contains more knowledge and wisdom, And, a simpler world view. There is such a wave upon you now, and behind the confusion and impractical shifting and woundings, lies a pure and simple realization, that comes Now, because its' Time Now for such Insights, for you to have and share with others, who are Now becoming ready for it. I would say that You Feel Now, in order to better understand and share with Us, because we need you and your insights Now. I'm sorry when you are wounded, dear one. I know it must hurt.
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Social Planets - Jupiter and Saturn bridge the space between personal energies and social. When you are young, your parents and society represent these Octaves... as you grow, you form beliefs and structures and responsibilities that embody them yourself. Jupiter, the hot air balloon of Higher Mind and Social Beliefs, gives confidence and power to whatever it touches. Your Feelings are very deep, very cosmic, very socially relevant and much more universal than Cancer would ever believe. You might feel that you are easily touched, and unable to control your emotions, when faced. It may help you to realize you are a Public, Visible, Emotional Bright One for Us to see and have to handle. And, you learn to find some way to both incorporate these feelings in your life, and "control them", if such a thing is possible without burying and denying them. Jupiter conjunct Sun is in the unclear, irritating, and very stressful Quincunx (Inconjunct) Aspect to your Moon. This means you cannot ever understand, really, yet you are fully aware of and often become nervous and inhibited by this Aspect (I have many!). Unclear yet powerful Links are a pattern in your Chart... indicating layers and knowings that cannot be understood in a normal fashion, by mere human and mental translation. You must grow in age, experience, wounds, awareness, and patience before these things will clear up. Often, such things are tucked away and crippled before they are developed... I don't see you capable of this, even when you try to do so. You are much more complex, and are aware of far more levels than you would perhaps wish to be. This Will Resolve, but step by step, and with patience and your Will to Harmonize. You are Amazing! Saturn is the plowshare, the structure, discipline, ego and bones, Bounded Form by which all is built... the Law, in which Jupiter finds meaning and purpose. Here is another Paradox, Saturn in Pisces, as if one could find the frame and Boundaries of the Cosmic Ocean that has no boundary and structure (or has it?! like Neptune). 9th House, but conjunct your Midheaven, Saturn finds the Higher Meanings and Purposes behind your life, and then Publicly Creates and Displays these findings. [were Saturn in Capricorn, here, you would be a Judge, and authority for all... in Pisces, you may be a Prophetess, yet without tongue, not by speaking... mysterious, ain't it?] Notice that Mars and Saturn Aspect, in stressful pissy Square, yet they touch no other Planets. In mundane terms, we could guess your father, or early authorities inhibited your actions, and had little relevance to the rest of your life. This Pair, and the Nadir/Midheaven Axis they touch, connects to your Space, your Home and Public Image. We could almost say that this Home Life and Professional Space are Places that the rest of Cheryl doesn't relate too, much at all. Perhaps how you make your living, or what you would Prefer to be doing, are not integrated into the rest of your life. In the long run, this isn't important, and you Will be seen for your Wisdom and Multidimensional Wholeness... in the short run, these parts of you are fragments difficult to resolve or even touch comfortably. I would guess that you feel very wise and balanced, yet are assaulted by off-the-wall stresses and jerks, sometimes. This is not your fault, and no blame... but it does ask that you find a deeper, difficult resolution for them, when (and only when) they arise. Again, you are designed more complex and disharmonious for very good reasons... the answers are at a deeper level than These Past Times could ever bring to you. You are dependent upon Us and Now to become Whole. You ARE the Paradox of Harmony in a Disharmonious World, Intelligence in a Cosmic Arena, and more than enough for Old Times, but one stretch short of complete in these New Times Coming... what a wild and mysterious Life! No Blame, and yet, find resolution anyway! Sheesh!
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TransPersonal Planets - beyond the visible constraints of Saturn, these Octaves (50 - 250 yr. cycles) bring generational and eonic changes to us, and we handle them as best we can. There is no concept of "Control", here, as much as riding with and enduring the insights and shifts they bring. You'll notice that they all like beneath the Horizon, in your Chart, and so come to you from Within... notice, also, they are in Water and Earth Signs, and either stressfully Squared or unclearly Quincunxed your Moon (and all the Moon touches). In fact, the combination of Sun/Jupiter Quincunx Moon, and Uranus/Pluto Quincunx Moon, creates a very potent larger Aspectal Pattern call the Yod (Finger of God) - where the twin Aspects take turns striking upon the Moon, and bring it to an unbearable Focal Point, for deeper awareness and transformation that any Moon would care for! HERE is the Bridge between your Solar Purpose and your Lunar Instinctual "Past"... since the Sun has a very Harmonious Relationship with Neptune (Trine) and Uranus/Pluto (Sextile - half a Trine), we can say that your Nourishment and "Purpose" involve very Cosmic and Universal Energies that arise Within You, even though your Mind and Instinct do not clearly understand these awarenesses. In essence, you bounce these things around within you a few times, and your brain translates them third-hand, as it were... you understand after the fact. These Energies being stressful, irritating, and unclear to your conscious and habitual Self, shows another reason why the handling of discomfort is propitious for you, and increases your Self Awareness above and beyond what the human parts simply would choose to ignore, if they could. Uranus/Pluto in Virgo, Within You, indicate a very intense, insightful, often shocking understanding and communication (3rd House) of the inner harmonies, healings, and workings of the physical reality that seems so practical and mundane to most. This is Healer Energy and Manager/Organizer at an advanced level, should you choose to develop it. It's also very earthly focused, intense, and picky to a high degree... by itself, it would like to deny emotions and "cosmic" realities, and be in a highly ordered mundane world. The depth of Pluto, and the shocking changes of Uranus wouldn't allow it, in the long run, though. Neptune in Scorpio is a creative (5th House) emotional gift... visions, insights through intense interactions, and the ability to see deeply (or deludedly) into the workings of love, desire, feelings, and the orgasmic experience. Neptune is the higher vision, the glamour and dreams that we follow, even if they are not what we expected when we get there. At its' highest, it is attunement to the Universal Patterns (like Pisces), at its' lowest, it is delusional, hides from reality and does escapism. In between, is the human handling it all. From your Presence (Ascendant, with Sun/Jupiter - which is Most Important that you be seen and aware, "in time" and appearance) to these Transpersonal Planets, you have access, within you, to the broadest and deepest Octaves of Reality, as anyone. This is why I keep wishing to hear of Your Writings and Thoughts, not someone else's! Through the balance between what comes to you, and dealing with the outside world, including the confusion, dissension and emotional stress, you can and will attain Wholeness and Harmony beyond most people. You are given more gifts than most, and have the tenacity and intelligence (if not the energy and zeal... little fire in you) to use them. There is no problem you cannot resolve. These Times help you, often by their craziness and frustration... and there is so much more coming to you, that will bring you to Yourself, as you choose, balance, and allow.
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Transits - which are simply the Planets continuing along their Cycles, and Aspecting your Natal Chart in various ways, all new, all seemingly unpredictable, yet all implied in the symbolic patterns in your beginning Blueprint Chart. When the Sun "Aspects" itself, we see the Squares of the Seasons activated and played out... when the larger Planets Aspect themselves, and others, we see the unfolding of the Human Life. (see my Zodiac Talk, and Astrology Outline for details of all the Aspects and Cycles). Short-term Transits create short-term effects... the larger the Cycle, the deeper and vaster the ripple. The Moon, every 29.5 days, affects the tides, volcanoes, earthquakes, and menses (and all other water-related ripples). Mercury stays within 30� of the Sun, going retrograde 3 times a year... Venus, within 60� of the Sun... Sun is really the Earth Year Cycle. Mars takes 2.5 years to Cycle, being in late Virgo right now. This Personal Activity is Within You, now, and highlights the analytical, practical depths of your daily communication patterns, either at work, with others, or between the different Selves changing now. For the last Month, it not only amplified your Uranus/Pluto complex for its' several year trip of bringing irritation to your Moon and Sundry, but approaches that Saturn Opposition/Mars Square point in your Nadir (4th House/Home Cusp), to challenge the structures you have built in your life, the personal activities you use to erect them, and the values you've established between Home Life and Professional Public Image. You may now notice that this time of year (Sun late Virgo) and every 2+ years following Mars (and each quarter "square" to this point, just over half a year) brings undue stress and challenge to a seemingly smooth life. Since this happens so often, you surely have a decent grip on this energy. But, Mars also Aspects to rest of the Planets moving and changing, so I will now move to the largest Cycle, Pluto, and work backwards, to show you what deepest changes are occurring to you, and where these shorter cycles touch them. Pluto (15� Sagittarius) - in 250 years, Pluto does not make a complete Cycle in our lifetime. I like it to a Glacier... long in coming, slow in passing, and completely transformative. From Middle Virgo in your Chart, to Middle Sag. now, Pluto approaches a Square to Uranus/Pluto, a revolution of stress and activity to uncover what compulsions and hidden complexes you have carried around, bringing great energy through this aspect. Though technically not yet to that square point for a few years, you have a chain of planets in this Middle Sign Area, that all Aspect each other, and so they are all affected (8�, 10, 12, 12, 13, 18, 18, 18, 19�... only Mars/Saturn/Chiron/M.C. are separate @ 26, 28, 28, 29�). So, the effect of this Pluto in Mid-Sag. has been felt by you for several years already. You may have felt yourself overly irritated, authoritarian, serious, unconsciously compulsive for nearly a decade now, actually, thinking it was just You or the situations you have been around. Ultimately, Pluto will do its' transformation, with or without you... your choice is to "ride the current" or be wounded by it. Searching for deeper knowledge, dissatisfaction with the shallower things in life, these personal feelings of yours rub off and affect others around you, so you may have heard and felt others feeling you heavy or involved in power-trips or inexplicable frustrations. No blame, Cheryl. Pluto is, and will, clear away the deadwood and bring you deeper understandings. And, as it gets closer to your Transpersonal Planets (all @ 18, 18, 19�), even deeper insights will come to you, from within you (again), to use as you choose in sharing it.
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Note, Pluto is Quincunx your Ascendant Cancer, just as your Natal Moon is... so this Yod Aspect brings even more focus and high level energy to your Presence, your Appearance in Time, your Mothering Nature, your sensitive Emotions beyond logic... as if there is a "war" between handling the urges inside of you, and the interactive instincts and relationships with others, one or the other, but rarely both. Your Presence is being molded and impinged upon to be more comfortable, honest, and assertive. Cancer would not like this at all. I'm sorry. Neptune (8� Aquarius) - averaging 14 years per sign (160 yr. cycle), here is the fog, the unbounded oceanic Feeling connecting All to All, and melting personal ambition and clear minds for the next Vision. Neptune just begins to be a Player in your Chart again, presently having moved out of your inner world, and found in your intimate interactions with Others. You may have been deluded and tricked by the apparent perceptions of Others, or seen them as ditsy, spacey, unreliable. Neptune, right now, Opposes Mercury, and literally fogs out your clear mind. This will last for a year or so, and is actually there to turn you from the practical bounded reality into the more cosmic realms, even if you find yourself surrounded by Cosmic Bozos! Trine Venus augments the beautiful woman in you, the desires, the wishes, and the Women in your life (scattered Gemini though they may be). Notice, that soon Neptune will Conjunct your own Moon, and will accent even more that Yod to the Sun (with Transit Pluto)... a Transpersonal Assault upon the deepest layers of your Self, Sun and Moon, both. Either the Ones around you are certifiably crazy, or you will discover yourself joining them! Here is where the Perennial Philosophy, the Abiding Patterns of the Universe, will give you stability and surety in a changing and melting Reality around you. More and more, you should find dreams, visions, insights of others coming to you, all add up to a more accurate (though spacey and tricky to translate) View. Uranus (25� Aquarius, Retrograde) - the Tower of Change, Accident, Insight, Lightning, Genius, Shock... ("Change Will Come... from you or to you, easy or hard, sooner or later, but Change Will Come", so says Uranus). An 84 yr. Cycle here, 7 years per sign, and quite a Human-Life related Energy... you have endured the late 90's stress from Uranus doing what Neptune is about to. Trine Mars, a very electric and insightful aspect, giving you energy to act and move your ideals and ideas, but Mars itself is tightly restricted by that Saturn/M.C. Square, so the old challenge between personal action and Authority restriction comes up again. Uranus wants freedom and revolution, at all cost. Remember Transiting Mars coming to the end of Virgo soon, and Squaring your Mars, etc? By adding Uranus (the only other Activator of all the Planets), here is the Area of most stress and change, for the next month or so, having been prepared for all year long. A 12th house Mars receives hidden, unbidden, and psychic information, having no conscious clue as to the specific value of all this, yet doing best to simply receive, share, and not judge what comes and what it's for. Uranus brings more insight to you, more energy, more surprising events and surprises. Mars will find a way, one way or another, to challenge Authorities that hold it back (Saturn... may easily be job stresses and conflicts). Part of you, Cheryl, actually thrives and grows on stress and challenge, even if most of you would hate to admit it. When you do, you will grow and harmonize even more. [Later this Month, Sun, and Mercury, and even later, Mars, will all reach late Libra.... this will create a Grand Air Trine with Transiting Uranus and Transiting Saturn - and your own Mars. Times for Vision.
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Great Insight and Ideas will come forth in Society and Individuals, such as yourself. You may not know the Value of it all, nor what to actually use it for, but you will be presented with Ideas and Communications anyway. If you ever were unclear as to your Mission or Profession, Now is such a Time as to begin to grasp it, and act upon if, even if that means upheaval, challenge and stress upon your old ways of being and "being practical". I know there is a big gap between the coming knowledge and being Human surviving in the existent Reality... but bridging this difference is very important, more and moreso. You will find this true in your own life, as well, and I empathize with all the struggles you will face in managing this. You are not alone, even if it may seem so. I, too, face this. Whatever you do with all this, however you forge ahead or hold back, is fine... the "best you can do" is all that is asked. I believe the conditions will be more and more favorable for these new energies, and All Will Be Well, even if we have to go through shitfire to get there,,, I'm so sorry. Find ones who support you, not threaten you, and grow to your dreams and ideals, as you dare. This is the only way to go. Saturn (28� Gemini) - 28 years per cycle, 2.5 years per sign, Saturn has been redesigning our communication patterns (and, being opposed transiting Pluto this Summer, transforming them very deeply, from the short concrete mind to the Higher Philosophicalities). When Saturn ran over your Venus, earlier this year, it actually Trined Moon at the same time, a blessing, and brought a wave of insight and promise... now, Conjunct Mars, it would attempt to clarify and bring focus to your scattered active awareness, but through stress, again, being also Square Saturn. Notice, we have both Saturn and Uranus hitting the same spots in your Chart... one attempts to free and open up, and the other clamps down and disciplines into form. This is whacky and confusing. Saturn square Saturn brings the first quarter of building forms into crises, whatever came to you about 7 years ago when your Saturn Return occurred. For you to "work" at creating the structures of Universal Awareness (Pisces), to "define" diffuse mutable emotional impersonal water, requires an awareness and harmony with the Patterns That Be, both Eternally and Within You Momentarily (which is where we touch the ineffable). You cannot "limit" and control mutable interactive radiant energies, and you cannot "bind" oceans, but you Can discover their workings and harmonize with them, so that force and action are not wasted, nor held back. Allowing Tides to come and go... keeping the channels of psychic babble open, without limitation nor judgment. In essence, This is what These Times will bring to you. [it's rare when Saturn and Uranus are Trine harmonious to each other, allowing Society to be infused with higher knowing very easily. Society will shine and loosen more, because of this infusion, and You will discover deeper patterns to allow this tension to ease within you, also] When Saturn enters Cancer, next year, though briefly out of your picture... it will clamp down upon Jupiter, Sun, and Ascendant, and coalesce your Presence... hard if you fight it, or don't get what it teaches now, easy if you understand and work with it. Uranus will also enter Pisces next year, and a much more emotional Period will affect us all. As you grasp the insights of Now, you will find your intuitions much more open, and we will be much more receptive to them, by then. In about 5 years, Saturn will oppose Uranus, Pisces/Virgo, and you will be Responsible and Valuable for us all, leading us through the Healing and Oneness Crises we will be ready for. Now is clearing, and asking you to become "clear" at a deeper than conscious level, which you have always been capable of. Again, you are more than you think.
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Jupiter (12� Leo) - year per sign, -12 years per cycle, Expansion beyond logic and control... Beliefs and Trust beyond sense... Jupiter heads to Conjunct Mercury and expand your Mind, Oppose Moon and still expand your mind and Instincts. Jupiter runs Within you for 6 years, and opens up, yearly, ever more of that innate Cosmic Awareness, making it easier for you to hear and tap into it. Uniquely, as Mercury today Retrogrades back to Trine Neptune today (early Libra and Aquarius), and as the Sun rolls through Libra, Air, Mind, Communication is amplified, though again very spacey and impractical. The World is ditzed out, yet the Transcendent Energies hold sway. As we allow Spirit Winds to come through us, we will come to the Higher Practicality beyond Form and Earthly Science, as it has been. As you see, in two areas, the Early beginnings of Vision and Spacey Sense start to awaken in you, and the stressful but clarifying Saturn/Uranus energies work on your Professional Realms, perhaps bringing you to job changes, or at least public responsibility (if not simply power struggles and frustrations, at the very shallowest). You are, as you see, going through a lot right now, and will go through more from now on, but less stressful and more Responsible and Integrated, as you allow. Now would be a good time to redefine your Priorities, get a real Psychic Reading, discover what you truly Value and let the Cosmos blow through you with more trust and confidence. There is no center in your chart, but several. Your expanding Moon, which relates very intelligently and widely to so many, your Personal Sun and Presence, which asks you to share even more feeling than you ever dared, being personally involved and expressive in what you believe and value... these two polarities will remain all your Life, yet grow closer in harmonic convergence (if you will!) as you endure the tension and resolve the apparent wide divergence between Mind and Heart, Practical and Cosmic, Eternal and Daily, Security and Security, Self and Larger Self. I can only honor and praise your multidimensionality, Cheryl, and empathize with your Personal Path. Trust in your Instincts and experiences is the truest guide you have, and endurance in your uncalled for frustrations, yet fully able to handle and integrate them. This Short Form, I pray, has not confused you more, but given a bit of confidence and clarity to a complex life. Again, any questions, complaints, comments, or wisdoms you wish to offer, I am most glad to accept. Blessings and Light to You and Yours, Always. john Roman 2002